New HVAC system

I work from home as does my wife. Last week I had my HVAC system replaced. The workers were in the garage and noticed a sheet of plywood in the garage with a hole in it. One of the jokingly said "is not every day that you see a glory hole in someone's garage!"

Of course, it wasn't a glory hole as the hole was only an inch in diameter... It was just a sheet of plywood in my scrap pile.  I jokingly responded and said "yeah the wife made me give it up when we got married," and laughed. I am a submissive cocksucker, but in no way intended to communicate that in my reply -- especially since my wife was home at the time.

Just before lunch, the workers came in the house and said that they would be back after lunch, and that when they came back they would need access to the inside of the house to finish the work. I said to them that we would both be there and could let them in, and when she heard this my wife noted to me that she would be out all afternoon because she had an appointment. "No worries, my calendar is fairly open this afternoon" was my reply. 

The workers left for lunch and returned an hour and a half later. It was a fairly warm day outside and it was pretty clear that they had showered and changed uniforms over lunch because they were no longer covered in sweat. The foreman asked me to show him where the thermostat was in the house and I let him in and pointed it out to him. He looked me square in the eye and told me to get on my knees. I was totally stunned by how forward he was, but nonetheless complied. He instantly unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out. I did not need an invitation and took him into my mouth. His cock was nothing special... very average.... but those are the easiest ones to suck. 

I sucked him for about 5 minutes and he fed me a nice load. As I was cleaning him off I realized that the other worker was standing behind him with his cock out waiting for his turn. He was a little younger and a little bigger and I happily took my turn with him. I don't think he lasted more than 30 seconds before he fed me his load too. 

As the second guy was zipping up I said to the first guy that he was pretty bold with his assumptions based on the earlier conversation. He just laughed and said that he figured it was worth a shot. He also said that he thought my wife was in on it because she said she wasn't going to be there in front of them. I assured them that my wife has no idea that I am a submissive cockslut.

It only took them about half an hour to finish the system and test it. When they were done the second guy ask me to suck him again because he didn't last very long the first time. I was happy to oblige and swallowed him again while his co-worker watched. He ended up backing me against the wall and fucking my mouth before he came.

As they were heading out, they noted that they often work in houses where the owners are not home and that there might be opportunities for me to come visit them while they installed other systems. Needless to say, I'm looking forward to the summer more now!

Back

It seems like yesterday when I last published but it has been five years.

A lot has changed in that time. After many years being single, I married another woman. She's smart and funny and sexy as hell. And not into any of my kinks. A couple people I love very dearly passed away. Some old friends drifted away, and some new ones took their place. Covid happened which, for a borderline sex addict and extrovert, sucked. Fuck Covid. The political landscape changed, and we elected one of the worst humans on the planet as our president. That brought out all the right-wing extremist nutjobs and racists. Fuck them all. And we are killing each other at an unprecedented rate. Not even sure I understand that. 

But for as much that has changed, there is a lot that remains the same. I'm still fat. Still bi. Still horny as hell. Still submissive. And now that Covid is mostly past us, still having fun.

I'll try to update on a more regular basis now. Feel free to comment, and if you are anywhere near the Topeka/Kansas City area reach out and let's see if we can meet in person.

Onward.

Undercover Lives

A few years ago, I met a married couple while I was traveling for business. The wife of the couple is bi and extremely dominant. The husband is also bi, top/versatile, and the submissive one of the pair. 

But secretly, about once a month, the two of them hookup with others to play. Sometimes they meet other couples and sometimes it is a group of guys. Regardless of who they meet, the outcome is all the same. The wife controls her husband and gets fucked several times, while the husband sucks cock, eats the cum from her pussy, and gets to top someone to get off.

The best part about the two of them is that if you saw them, you would never suspect they were into this sort of thing. They looked and acted like a normal, suburban, straight couple. Totally undercover.

When I see people in public I like to imagine what kink they are into. In my mind I make up stories about them. Who knows... maybe I get lucky and guess one of them correctly.

The All-Nighter (catch-up)

I really enjoy all-nighters.

Crawling into bed with someone and fucking them until you are both tired and fall asleep. Then, whenever one of you wakes up, you wake the other and fuck again until you both fall asleep again. This continues until morning when you fuck one final time (often in the shower) before starting the day.

And it's not just the fucking that I like. I also really like being naked with the other person. The body contact. Feeling them next to me. Kissing them. Falling asleep together.

The all-nighter is something I have done many times with a woman. But never with a man. I suspect the reason for this is because my sexual interactions with men and women are so different. With women, there is often an emotional connection. With men, it is all about being fucked and used.

I was on a business trip last week, contemplating my decision to let my submissive side take more control of my life. I decided that it was time that I spend the night with a man. I knew I would have a couple days free at the end of the week so I posted this ad on Craigslist a week before my planned trip...

Please read completely as I am looking for something very specific

I am a 49 yo bi mwm. 6'3" tall, bigger chub with a small cock that resembles a clit and nice suckable / fuckable tits. Strongly prefer being submissive and somewhat fem acting. Love sucking cock, swallowing cum, being fucked, having my tits/nipples sucked and played with, j/o, toys, porn, body contact, role play, groups, watching and being watched, blindfolds. Not into rimming, piss/poo, blood, pain.

I will be in town on business next week. On Wednesday or Thursday I would like to find a man spend the night with me. Something like this... you arrive and we fuck until we fall asleep. Throughout the night when one of us wakes up we fuck again then fall asleep again. This repeats until morning. I have done this many times with a woman but never with a dominant guy.

I am drug and disease free, HIV-, non-smoking and have perfect hygiene. You must be the same. This is non-negotiable. The disease-free and hiv- part is extremely important as I suspect some or all of our play will be bareback. Guys with recent test documentation go to the front of the line.

I am open to any age / race / body type of guy as long as you meet all of the above criteria. I want to be your submissive cumslut and have you fuck me multiple times so you need to be able to stay all night. I prefer guys who are clean-shaven (face) and groomed (cock) and who are into kissing/body contact but none of these are a deal breaker.

I will host in my hotel room. Respond if interested.

I received a few replies and responded to my favorite who happened to be a medical doctor in the local community. We agreed to meet at his office on Sunday when I arrived in town to say hi to each other and get tested for STDs.

When I arrived I was greeted by a beautiful, caramel-skinned black man. He was 6'6 tall and all 280 pounds on his frame was muscle. He could have fucked me on the spot and I would not have cared. We talked a bit and a nurse drew a blood sample from both of us. I gave him a key to my room and we agreed to meet Wednesday around 9:00 p.m. Before I left he kissed me. I let my hand wander down the front of his pants, hoping to unzip them and get an early taste but he stopped me and told me I would have to wait.

Needless to say, when Wednesday arrived I could hardly concentrate. I raced back to the hotel after the last meeting of the day so I would have plenty of time to shave, shower, douche and get ready for the evening. I put on a pair of red, crotchless panties that allowed full access to my cunt but kept my clit tucked away along with a matching red top that accentuated my tits. I then dimmed the lights and waited.

At 9:00 p.m. sharp I heard the door open. As he stepped into the room we embraced and kissed. My hands again moved to undress him and this time there was no resistance. Shoes, socks shirt and pants were soon on the floor. I dropped to my knees and slowly slid his boxer briefs off. His cock sprang free and was in my mouth almost instantly. Nine inches, not too thick, clean shaven.

"I've been thinking about you all week," he said as I worked to get as much of him in my mouth as possible. "If you don't slow down I'm not gonna be able to stop myself."

I think he thought that this would make me slow down... but his words only encouraged me. I wanted his cum.

His cock began to throb, and the distinct half-moan/half-grunt sounds coming from him told me that he was close.

"I cum a lot," he said as his hands held my head and gently pulled me closer. "Make sure you swallow it all, sissy."

He pulled me closer and held my head still... the head of his cock was at the back of my throat, the shaft now in full spasm mode. Then I felt it. The unmistakable spurts of cum from his cock.

He began pumping my throat full of his seed. I swallowed as fast as I could, but his cock might as well have been a fire hose. His cum leaked out of my mouth and ran down my chin and onto my tits.

He pulled out of my mouth and let the last couple of spurts land on my face. I was trying to catch and eat every drop that landed on me. I wanted it all inside of me.

After a moment he stood me up and led me to the bed. His cock showed no signs of deflating.

I lay on my back and in one motion he spread my legs, hooking them on his arms and shoulders. Missionary position, which I really, really love. He bent me in half further than I would have thought was possible. His mouth approached mine and he alternated between kissing me and sucking on my nipples. I could feel the head of his cock pressed against my cunthole.

I wanted him inside of me.

I tried to move my body so his cock would slide further forward and into me but was unable to move. He controlled me.

I could feel the precum from my clit oozing out from my panties and onto my hole. I wanted him more than I have wanted anything.

Then it happened. He gave my panties a tug to release my clit. Then the pressure on my cunt increased as he slid into me fully. I came instantly and violently onto my own face as he started fucking me.

Normally after I cum I need a break, but not tonight, My clit remained erect and throbbed so hard it ached.

He picked up the pace. Deeper. Harder, Faster. He fucked me like he was trying to impregnate me, and I urged him on. I begged him to breed me. I wanted nothing other than to keep him inside of me all night and forever.

He held me so tight that my hands were free to explore. I fingers pinched my nipples, only enhancing the sensation I felt inside of me.

And then I came again. This time the contractions of my cum spraying out actually hurt. He was holding me in a position that allowed most of my cum to shoot directly into my mouth. He was treating me like a slut and a cock sleeve. His slut. His cock sleeve.

I completely lost track of time. I remember feeling him get harder and pushing deeper into me. One final thrust that he held inside of me. He was filling me with his seed. I felt his cock throb inside of me. Felt the contractions of the cum being pumped inside of me.

He held me in that position until he was empty. I felt him start to get soft. As he did, he pulled out of me and a flood of cum rushed out. He apologized for the flood but I loved every drop. He owned me, and the cum rushing out of me was proof.

I lay back and he snuggled into me and started playing with my manclit, again. I was uncomfortably hard... everything inside of me ached from the previous orgasms. But that didn't matter. He owned me. He decided what would happen to my body. He stroked me and alternated between kissing me and sucking on my nipple.

When I thought I was seconds from cumming he stopped stroking my clit and fingered me. Then he moved back to my clit. I am not sure how long he did that but he finally let me cum, and I fell asleep almost instantly.

I woke to the feeling of his cock sliding back into me. Apparently, he fell asleep too but woke after a couple hours and fucked me again. I just lay on the bed on my side and let him use me. After a few minutes he came inside of me and fell asleep again. 

This happened all night. I lost track of how many loads I took from him. By morning my cunt was sore. We took a shower together and he fucked me once more in the shower.

He called me the names I like. Whore. Cunt. Sissy. Faggot. Slave. In the shower he held my bag and balls so tightly that I thought he should squeeze them off. I would have been fine with that. I would have started hormones and agreed to having the parts that made me a man removed on the spot had he asked. I wanted all of him forever. Well, perhaps all of his cock forever.

After showering he thanked me for the evening. As he dressed he told me he was married to a woman and that the next time I was in town the three of us would get together. Then he left.

I stood there naked. Cum still running out me from the night before. My cunt and nipples were raw.

I wanted him again, but the day called be back to the conference.

Update: I visited town a couple years later and connected with him and his wife. She was just as amazing as he was. But that is a story for another day.

Finally Back

Sorry for the hiatus... life has been interesting.

I will try to post something each week. I also have a number of older posts that I will publish when I get a chance. The dates of the post will be correct but some readers don't work well with back-dated posts so when I push them I will append the title with (catch-up). And just to make things more confusing, I will probably not push them in order.

Enjoy, and as always, please keep the comments coming.

Found an old friend

Or rather, he found me.

Many years ago right after my marriage ended I used to hookup with a guy here in town. He's a few years older than me, a top, and has a nice eight-inch cock that fits me like a glove. He's also into bigger guys.

He travels a lot for work, but for several years we met once a month or so. He would fuck me on occasion but usually I would just suck him and swallow his load.

About four years ago work got busy for him and we stopped meeting.

Last week I was in a hotel doing one of my 'blindfolded, anonymous' nights. I received many responses to my post and sent the location and instructions to a dozen guys.

The first people to show up were two guys who were friends and obviously straight. After a bit of awkwardness, I found myself on my back, head hanging off the edge of the bed, as they took turns fucking my mouth. Both shot nice loads of cum into me then left.

I stayed on my back waiting for someone else to arrive. About 90 minutes later (I think I actually fell asleep for a few minutes) the door opened and the next visitor entered.

He removed his clothing and began fucking my mouth like the last guys. While he was doing that, he also was playing with my tits and nipples... pinching and pulling them almost continually. I absolutely love having my tits played with and, as a result, was really horned up and aggressively sucking the cock in my mouth.

After a while he ordered me to get on my hands and knees and began fucking me. His cock was rock hard and fit me perfectly. He fucked me long, hard and deep for almost half an hour before he came.

As he left I told him that I'd like to meet again and asked him to email my real address if he was interested.

An hour later I received a message from him and only then realized that the guy who had just fucked me (almost perfectly) was the same person I used to meet in the past.

I was still incredibly horned up. I lay back on the bed on my back and slid my nine-inch dildo onto me and began stroking my cock. After a few minutes I had my last visitor of the evening.

I had met this guy before and he, like the others, fucked my mouth. He then rolled me over, put on a condom and began fucking me fast and hard.

He fucked me for a few minutes then I felt him slam deep into me as he came. That was all I needed to push me over the edge and I came at the same time.

After he left I showered and fell fast asleep.

Old Fantasy

I was digging through some older files and found this story I wrote twenty years ago about one of my (many) fantasies. Though it is just a fantasy, many of the elements of it have come true since then. Enjoy.

You send me the instructions in advance...

Go to the hotel, room 201. Be there at 6:00 p.m. sharp and be showered, clean, shaved and perfumed. The room will be dark but the door will be propped open. Enter the room with your eyes closed and shut the door behind you. Put on the blindfold you were instructed to bring. Remove your clothing. Tie a leash around your man-clit and balls. Stand with the leash in your hand and wait.

I do as I am told, and at 6:05 I am standing naked and blindfolded in a hotel room.

I feel someone take the leash from me and guide me across the room. When I stop walking I feel that I am standing on a towel.

"On your knees, slut" I hear you say. I comply.

A hand reaches out and pulls my head down. I instinctively open my mouth and I am guided to flacid cock. I eagerly being to suck and feel it grow in my mouth.

"Get your cunt up in the air, whore." I shift positions but continue sucking the cock. By now it is seven inches and oozing precum.

No sooner than I get my cunt up I feel someone behind me spreading lube on me. A second later I feel a cock slide into me and begin fucking me. Slowly at first but before long the pace picks up and they are banging me deep and hard. I begin to cum internally and I hear the person fucking me remark on how tight my cunt got. The comment makes me happy.

Suddenly the banging stops.

"Turn your head and open your mouth, slut."

I comply and almost instantly a cock is in my mouth shooting a load of cum into me. I take every drop eagerly. The cock tastes like a condom so I believe it was the person who had just pulled out of me.

Just as I am swallowing the last drops of cum I feel another person behind me. This person shoves his cock in hard and immediately begins banging me deep.

I return my attention to the cock in front of me and resume sucking.

This progression continues for what seems like hours. I lose count of how many cocks fuck my cunt and shoot in my mouth. My cunt spasms internally every few minutes and I am ecstasy. Some of the guys cum inside of me while wearing a condom. Others shoot on my face, Some play with my tits and nipples.

All the while I am sucking your cock in front of me.

After a while there are no more men to fuck me. You tell me to stop sucking and I feel you get up. You tell me to remove my blindfold. You lead me to the bed and lay me on my back. You walk over to the TV, turn it on and plug in a camera. It begins to play and I am watching the video you just made of me being fucked. There are no faces in the video except mine wearing the blindfold.

"That's right my slut... you are never gonna know who fucked you tonight."

Then you walk over and crawl between my legs. You lift them into the air and slide your cock into me missionary in a single action.

I know that you are not wearing a condom and are going to shoot your seed deep inside of me. I want it more than I have ever wanted anything in my life.

You fuck me long and hard, and then I hear you grunt and know you are filling me up. When you finish you instruct me to stay in that position and stroke my clit. You pick the camera back up and film your cum seeping out of me while I play with my clit. I tell you that I am ready to cum, and then cum so forcefully that it shoots onto my face and into my hair.

I look at the clock.

It is almost Midnight.